Friday, January 16, 2009

Delusion

In utter randomness, "I'm sorry, I don't" I said
I ran of the aisle I had walked a few moments before
I threw my bouquet and my veil
I ran till my trudging feet bleed,
I ran till I crossed gnarled juniper and hot concrete,
I ran till I reach the beautiful sea.


The beautiful sea , oh beautiful sea
I'm just standing there watching
the winds blow and the waves billow,
And am wondering what is life
Its twisted and addling I know.
Adoring the alluring sunset
Oh, It’s beautiful I said,
You give me hope, oh sun
but how do I know my life will be beautiful and fun,
‘cause my eyes refrain to see
that I'm happy and on a spree.


Now in midst of the night
In cold and dark,
Am still wondering my being
I just want my life to be complete and stark,
How dark my life is, just like the night
All I wanted was a good flight.
The flight of fun, the flight of joy
But my life took control of me by its clandestine ploy,
Now I just work day and night
Having known it’s not at all right
The rhythm of my life dwindled into past
Now I look at my life aghast.


A lining broke out from the sea
The light of hope I would call it to be
It was a start of new morning alright
A symbol of hope, joy and leaving all the brooding aside.
Apprehensive is what I'm now
Writing on a piece of paper my new vows,
I'm gonna marry that man
Because it gives me hope to jaunt and a new life to plan.


Am walking down the aisle
Looking at the people sitting on the pews
and the magnificent design in blue,
He is smiling, giving an impish glint
Life I know it’s your beautiful hint.
A hint of life, a hint of mirth
Holy!! I should have known it since my birth.


I understood the ways of life
Am happy being a good wife
It’s the end of my servile and despair
The breaking of a new dawn and starting of a new affair.
Its my prowess, I'm impregnable and strong
Nobody's hands can now take me wrong,
For living a life you have to be prudent
Facing life like a good student .
Life is awry but it’s not sad,
Now as I know , life is an illusion
And I have broken this webbed 'Delusion'.