Anguish Of a Woman

Here I am presenting another poem of mine...."What I have Done??".I wrote this one recently and it just came to mind just randomly.It is not as good as my other ones and has become extra long ,but this one depicts a true deep meaning.Try n understand it.Try to appreciate my effort and thoughts I have put to bring this before you.

What I have done??
I saw you for the first time
and fall in love with you.
I believed you were my soul mate.
but I guess I felt wrong
What I have done??

What I have done??
You took me out for dinner
and held my hand.
I believed we were so alike
but I guess I judged you wrong
What I have done??

What I have done??
You proposed me
and then we were married.
I believed we will be living 'Happily ever After'
but I guess I intuited it wrong
What I have done??

What I have done??
I saw you with a woman
and she was hugging you
I believed she was your friend
but I guess I saw it wrong
What I have done??

What I have done??
Nothing!! I knew
when I saw her kissing you
I believed we both wanted same thing for first time.
But when she left why you came back to me??
Do you still love me??
You said 'Yes!!'
but I guess I heard you wrong
I still need to think
What I have done??

What I have done??
Other day,I saw you with another girl
and I decided to leave you.
I believed we have different paths to choose.
I guess I chose right
I chose for you a path to hell
and for myself path to prison
And now I don't need to think
"What I have done??"